{"id":4588,"date":"2024-03-13T09:40:00","date_gmt":"2024-03-13T14:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/?p=4588"},"modified":"2024-09-11T10:59:12","modified_gmt":"2024-09-11T15:59:12","slug":"time-it-doesnt-have-to-be-this-way","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/2024\/03\/13\/time-it-doesnt-have-to-be-this-way\/","title":{"rendered":"Time: It doesn\u2019t have to be this way"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cWhat we think time is, how we think it is shaped, affects how we are able to move through it.\u201d <\/p>\n<cite>-Jenny Odell <em>Saving Time<\/em>, p. 270<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>This is the first of a series of essays I&#8217;ve written on time. Here are the others (they will be linked as they become available on Information Wants to be Free):<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><em><a href=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/2024\/03\/27\/with-work-time-at-the-center\/\">With Work Time at the Center<\/a><\/em><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><em><a href=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/2024\/05\/16\/the-productivity-trap\/\">The Productivity Trap<\/a><\/em><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/2024\/06\/12\/slow-productivity-is-a-team-sport-a-critique-of-cal-newports-slow-productivity\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Slow productivity is a team sport: A critique of Cal Newport\u2019s <em>Slow Productivity<\/em><\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/2024\/06\/24\/merediths-slow-productivity-not-to-be-mistaken-for-cal-newports-faux-slow-productivity\/\">Meredith\u2019s Slow Productivity (not to be mistaken for Cal Newport\u2019s Faux Slow Productivity)<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><em><a href=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/2024\/08\/12\/queer-time-crip-time-and-subverting-temporal-norms\/\">Queer Time, Crip Time, and Subverting Temporal Norms<\/a><\/em><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><em><a href=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/2024\/09\/11\/community-time-and-enoughness-the-heart-of-slow-librarianship\/\">Community Time and Enoughness: The heart of slow librarianship<\/a><\/em><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p>What I love about reading Jenny Odell\u2019s work is that I often end up with a list of about a dozen other authors I want to look into after I finish her book. She brings such diverse thinkers beautifully into conversation in her work along with her own keen insights and observations. One mention that particularly interested me in Odell\u2019s book <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/p\/books\/saving-time-discovering-a-life-beyond-the-clock-jenny-odell\/18556369?ean=9780593242704\" target=\"_blank\"><em>Saving Time<\/em><\/a> (2023) was <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/p\/books\/what-can-a-body-do-how-we-meet-the-built-world-sara-hendren\/13591508?ean=9780735220003\" target=\"_blank\"><em>What Can a Body Do<\/em><\/a><em> <\/em>(2020) by Sara Hendren. Her book is about how the design of the world around us impacts us, particularly those of us who don\u2019t fit into the narrow band of what is considered \u201cnormal,\u201d and how we can build a better world that goes beyond accommodation. Her book begins with the question \u201cWho is the built world built for?\u201d and with a quote from Albert Camus: \u201cBut one day the \u2018why\u2019 arises, and everything begins in that weariness tinged with amazement\u201d (1).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWhy\u201d is such a simple world, but asking it can completely alter the way we see the world. There\u2019s so much in our world that we simply take for granted or assume is the only way because some ideology (like neoliberalism) has so deeply limited the scope of our imagination. Most of what exists in our world is based on some sort of ideological bias and when we ask \u201cwhy\u201d we crack the world open and allow in other possibilities. Before I read the book <a href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/p\/books\/invisible-women-data-bias-in-a-world-designed-for-men-caroline-criado-perez\/15136602?ean=9781419735219\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><em>Invisible Women<\/em><\/a> (2021) by Caroline Criado Perez, I already knew that there was a bias towards men in research and data collection as in most things, but I didn\u2019t realize the extent to which the world was designed as if men were the only people who inhabited it and how dangerous and harmful it makes the world for women. <em>What Can a Body Do<\/em> similarly begins with an exploration of the construction of \u201cnormal\u201d and how design based on that imagined normal person can exclude and harm people who aren\u2019t considered normal, particularly those with disabilities. The book is a wonderful companion to <em>Invisible Women<\/em> in looking at why the world is designed the way it is and how it impacts those who it clearly was not built for. I\u2019ll explore that more in a later essay in this series.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One thing I took for granted for a very long time was time itself. I thought of time in terms of clocks and calendars, not the rhythms of my body nor the seasons (unless you count the start and end of each academic term as a season). I believed that time was scarce, that we were meant to use it to do valuable things, and that anything less was a waste of our precious time. I would beat myself up when, over Spring Break, I didn\u2019t get enough practical home or scholarship projects done or if I didn\u2019t knock everything off my to-do list at the end of a work week. I would feel angry and frustrated with myself when my bodily needs got in the way of getting things done (I\u2019m writing this with ice on both knees due to a totally random flare of tendinitis when I\u2019d planned to do a major house cleaning today so I\u2019m really glad I don\u2019t fall into that <a href=\"https:\/\/mindfulnessmeditation.net.au\/arrow\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">shooting myself with the second arrow trap<\/a> as much as I used to). I looked for ways to use my time more efficiently. I am embarrassed to admit that I owned a copy of David Allen\u2019s <em>Getting Things Done<\/em> and tried a variety of different time management methods over the years that colleagues and friends recommended (though nothing ever stuck besides a boring, traditional running to-do list). I\u2019d often let work bleed into home time so I could wrap up a project because not finishing it would weigh on my mind. I was always dogged by the idea that I wasn\u2019t getting enough done and that I could be doing things more efficiently. It felt like there was never enough time all the time.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/lloyd.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"759\" src=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/lloyd.jpeg\" alt=\"Black and white photo of a man hanging from a clock atop a building\" class=\"wp-image-4592\" style=\"width:317px;height:234px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/lloyd.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/lloyd-300x222.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/lloyd-768x569.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/lloyd-150x111.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/lloyd-70x52.jpeg 70w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">From Harold Lloyd&#8217;s <em>Safety Last<\/em> (1923)<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p>I didn\u2019t start asking questions about time until I was 40 and the first one I asked was a big one \u201cwhat is the point of our lives?\u201d Thinking about that opened a whole world of other questions about how we conceive of time, what kinds of time we value, to what end are we constantly trying to optimize ourselves, what is considered productive vs. unproductive time, why we often value work time over personal time (if not in word then in deed), why time often requires disembodiment, etc. The questions tumbled out of me like dominoes falling. And with each question, I could see more and more that the possibility exists to have a different, a better, relationship with time. I feel Camus&#8217; &#8220;weariness, tinged with amazement.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is an introduction to a series of essays about time: how we conceive of it, how it drives our actions, perceptions, and feelings, and how we might approach time differently. I\u2019ll be pulling ideas for alternative views of time from a few different areas, particularly queer theory, disability studies, and the slow movement. I\u2019m not an expert in all these areas, but I\u2019ll be sure to point you to people more knowledgeable than me if you want to explore these ideas in more depth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>How many of you feel overloaded with work? Like you\u2019re not getting enough done? How many of you are experiencing time poverty: where your to-do list is longer than the time you have to do your work? How many of you feel constantly distracted and\/or forced to frequently task-switch in order to be seen as a good employee? How many of you feel like you\u2019re expected to do or be expert in more than ever in your role? How many of you feel like it\u2019s your fault when you struggle to keep up? More of us are experiencing burnout than ever before and yet we keep going down this road of time acceleration, constant growth, and continuous availability that is causing us real harm. People on the whole are not working that many more hours than they used to, but we are experiencing time poverty and time compression like never before, and that feeling bleeds into every other area of our lives. If you want to read more about how this is impacting library workers, I\u2019ll have a few article recommendations at the end of this essay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My exploration is driven largely by this statement from sociologist Judy Wajcman\u2019s (2014) excellent book <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/bookshop.org\/p\/books\/pressed-for-time-the-acceleration-of-life-in-digital-capitalism-judy-wajcman\/6800274?ean=9780226380841\" target=\"_blank\"><em>Pressed for Time<\/em><\/a>: \u201cHow we use our time is fundamentally affected by the temporal parameters of work. Yet there is nothing natural or inevitable about the way we work\u201d (166). We have fallen into the trap of believing that the way we work now is the only way we can work. We have fallen into the trap of centering work temporality in our lives. And we help cement this as the only possible reality every time we choose to go along with temporal norms that are causing us harm. In my next essay, I\u2019m going to explore how time became centered around work and how problematic it is that we never have a definition of what it would look like to be doing enough. From there, I\u2019m going to look at alternative views of time that might open up possibilities for changing what time is centered around and seeing our time as more embodied and more interdependent. My ideas are not the be-all end-all and I\u2019m sure there are thinkers and theories I\u2019ve not yet encountered that would open up even more the possibilities for new relationships with time. To that end, I\u2019d love to get your thoughts on these topics, your reading recommendations, and your ideas for possible alternative futures in how we conceive of and use time.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Works on Time in Libraries<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bossaller, Jenny, Christopher Sean Burns, and Amy VanScoy. &#8220;Re-conceiving time in reference and information services work: a qualitative secondary analysis.&#8221; <em>Journal of Documentation<\/em> 73, no. 1 (2017): 2-17.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Brons, Adena, Chloe Riley, Ean Henninger, and Crystal Yin. &#8220;Precarity Doesn&#8217;t Care: Precarious Employment as a Dysfunctional Practice in Libraries.&#8221; (2022).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Drabinski, Emily. &#8220;A kairos of the critical: Teaching critically in a time of compliance.&#8221; <em>Communications in Information Literacy<\/em> 11, no. 1 (2017): 2.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendrick, Kaetrena Davis. &#8220;The public librarian low-morale experience: A qualitative study.&#8221; Partnership 15, no. 2 (2020): 1-32.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendrick, Kaetrena Davis and Ione T. Damasco. &#8220;Low morale in ethnic and racial minority academic librarians: An experiential study.&#8221; <em>Library Trends<\/em> 68, no. 2 (2019): 174-212.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lennertz, Lora L. and Phillip J. Jones. &#8220;A question of time: Sociotemporality in academic libraries.&#8221; <em>College &amp; Research Libraries<\/em> 81, no. 4 (2020): 701.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>McKenzie, Pamela J., and Elisabeth Davies. &#8220;Documenting multiple temporalities.&#8221; <em>Journal of Documentation<\/em> 78, no. 1 (2022): 38-59.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mitchell, Carmen, Lauren Magnuson, and Holly Hampton. &#8220;Please Scream Inside Your Heart: How a Global Pandemic Affected Burnout in an Academic Library.&#8221; <em>Journal of Radical Librarianship<\/em> 9 (2023): 159-179.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nicholson, Karen P. &#8220;Being in Time&#8221;: New Public Management, Academic Librarians, and the Temporal Labor of Pink-Collar Public Service Work.&#8221; <em>Library Trends<\/em> 68, no. 2 (2019): 130-152.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nicholson, Karen. &#8220;On the space\/time of information literacy, higher education, and the global knowledge economy.&#8221; <em>Journal of Critical Library and Information Studies <\/em>2, no. 1 (2019).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nicholson, Karen P. &#8220;\u201cTaking back\u201d information literacy: Time and the one-shot in the neoliberal university.&#8221; In <em>Critical library pedagogy handbook<\/em> (vol. 1), ed. Nicole Pagowsky and Kelly McElroy (Chicago: ACRL, 2016), 25-39.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Awesome Works on Time Cited Here<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hendren, Sara. <em>What Can a Body Do?: How We Meet the Built World.<\/em> Penguin, 2020.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Odell, Jenny. <em>Saving Time: Discovering a Life Beyond Productivity Culture<\/em>. Random House, 2023.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Wajcman, Judy. <em>Pressed for time: The acceleration of life in digital capitalism. <\/em>University of Chicago Press, 2020.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cWhat we think time is, how we think it is shaped, affects how we are able to move through it.\u201d -Jenny Odell Saving Time, p. 270 This is the first&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4589,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[92,98,86],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4588","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-slow-librarianship","category-time","category-work-life-balance"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4588"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4588"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4588\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4739,"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4588\/revisions\/4739"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4589"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4588"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4588"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/meredith.wolfwater.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4588"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}